Friday, August 21, 2015

Work, Gains, and Advice

I'm really trying my best to maintain the weekly schedule of my blog. I personally find it as a stress release, and a way for me to collect my thoughts. Plus, I know I'm not a great writer and this is an outlet for me to increase my writing abilities. I encourage anyone who is interested in blogging to do so because it's fun!

I've been talking about the project I've been working on for my brother's business for awhile. It probably seems like I'm not working on it, but that's far from the truth. I'm pouring in a lot of TLC into the project. At this point I'm adjusting camera movements in the last scene, and waiting for my brother to give me assets to complete the project. I'm also going to begin working on a new "splash sequence". I've been getting a lot of practice with After Effects and the Red Giant plug-ins so I don't think this will be much of an issue time wise. I have the concept in my head. After sketching and timing out the sequence it'll be good to go.


A still frame of the third scene of the current project.

I know in my last blog post that I said I would divulge information about future projects. I want a little break from motion graphics because I'd rather focus on compositing visual effects in motion pictures. Long story short, I'm using my phone (I don't have a decent camera) to capture footage. With that footage I'll be compositing, adding assets, adjusting color, visual effects to create a heartfelt short film. I'm going to do my best to have it be tasteful. I'm making this personally to explore other mediums, but also to build my employable skills.

This past week was supposed to be my "max-out" week with weight-lifting. I recently developed a painful throbbing sensation in my left elbow when I train. At first it wasn't too bad, but the past week and a half it got to the point where I've gone down repping 60-70% of my weight for my lifts. I still want to try and max-out my lifts next week, but only time will tell. I haven't gone to the doctor, but from my unlicensed professional opinion I have "golfer's elbow".

On Monday, my LGD cycle will be over with, and I'll be taking a selective estrogen receptor modulator for four weeks to help counteract my body's natural response to less testosterone. I also have a natural anabolic support supplement on-deck as well. Because I'll be off LGD and creatine, I'll be focusing my workouts to tone my body. 


Purdue University where I went to school.

College is starting next week for a lot of young adults. If there are any college students reading this, here is some advice from a recent college graduate. Have fun outside of the classroom, but get your work done and push yourself academically. Get out of your comfort zone. Be a "YES" man/woman. That's the best way to create new relationships with new people. It's the time in life to try new things. Join clubs and go to call-outs for things you're not even into. That's something I wish I did more of. This is the last chance in life where you're still kind of a kid. Don't be afraid to act like one. Say hello to people you pass by on the sidewalk. Don't fall into the "serious trap". Have fun for the rest of us graduates!

Peace,
Andrew Rose 

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Movies, Movies, Movies

Hey! How's it going everybody!?  Is it just me, or is it crazy to think that it's already the middle of August? I'm definitely not looking forward to the end of summer. I absolutely HATE the cold and dark winters. I can appreciate the first month or two of the cold, but once Christmas and New Years is over, I'm done with the cold...

Life's good right now. I'm "RAM Previewing" my motion graphics project right now. The feedback from my brother was mostly positive. He seemed to have enjoyed the visual style of it; which is great news because starting from scratch would be draining. There are a few issues with timing, titles, and camera motions. I edited the last segment of the animation a decent bit because I wasn't happy with the animation and visual aesthetic. I'm not finished yet with my changes, but I'm close. I'm definitely excited for the final edition! I'm going to redo a splash sequence that ties into this video better than the one I created a month and a half ago. I just want this to be great. I know eventually I have to cut my losses for the sake of time.


Where are you from?

I have a few future projects in mind. They're going to focus more on compositing, motion tracking, and cinematography. I'll go into more detail in the next post or two after I have more detail written out to share.

I saw Ant-Man last night with an old friend. I really have to admit, it was a lot better than I expected. The special and visual effects were amazing! Movies like this influence me to work my ass off. Those animators, modelers, compositors, designers, engineers, and hundreds more of employees put in thousands of hours into the film. I'm butchering how good the movies was. It's beautiful, and the story and characters were relatively good as well. If you haven't seen the movie yet do yourself a favor and see it. Pay special attention to the visuals too! This movie is how you do CGI right. Well done Marvel and Disney.



Scenes from Ant-Man.

Seeing this movie has helped me a lot with understanding the direction where I want to go in my career. The idea of assembling a world on the silver-screen calls to me. People don't realize it, but every scene is a movie is moderately edited: with sky replacement, glares, day-to-night conversion, color correction, green screens, and of course 3D objects.

 That's pretty much it. I wanted to keep this short because I'm extremely tired and my render is done. I really do hope everyone is experiencing a paramount summer!

"Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck." - Dr. Dre

Peace,
Andrew Rose


Saturday, August 8, 2015

Just Bring It

It's Saturday evening and I just got done getting hours in for work. I wanted to get extra hours in because I worked on a project of mine for a couple days this past week. I'm definitely looking forward to taking the rest of the evening off and relaxing. I need a break to recoup, but once morning comes I'll be getting back to the "ol' salt mines".

I tuned to the GOP debate but I began watching late because I had streaming issues. I managed to watch the last hour and a half or so, but I need to state I was also working on my project as I was watching. I came in with a completely open mind. I was actually wanting to have a few candidates to catch my eye. As much as I've brought up Bernie Sanders, I'm conservative fiscally and I think small government is better than big government. I wasn't too impressed with many of the candidates. Rand Paul is the one I'm rooting for. I adore the libertarian attitude. His tax cuts scare me because tax cuts generally benefit the rich more than the middle and lower class. His answer regarding businesses denying gay individuals didn't make me happy. The Republican party needs to just get over the "gay" thing. If you don't like it, fine, but it has no place in politics. At the end of the day they're people and they deserve the same rights as anyone else. Getting a marriage license from the state is not affiliated with any religion, but if a religious institution wants to deny a gay couple from getting married, the institution has the right to do so.

Donald Trump was honest. I really like that about him. He came out and said he takes advantage of the system and so does every other rich person. And, he shared how the whole donating to a politics is a dirty system: which added more respect for him in my point of view. He isn't fit to be President though. Bush didn't do well, but I also didn't really catch much of him, and Rubio seems fake. He speaks well and he says the right things but I can't trust him. Chris Christie and Mike Huckabee are nuts. They're all about force and demanding respect. The whole God talk seemed weird. Like, really? We're gonna talk about God for twenty minutes and everyone is going to say how much they try to live through God, and then switch it up and talk about expanding the military and blowing up the Middle East. The whole party is just a mess and disconnected, it's a shame. For the nation to be strong, both main parties need to be great and innovative. So far, we don't have that from the right.


I was experimenting with different art styles at this point.

Not much is happening regarding work. I'm doing my best to save up money before I leave my position. I have a good sum of money in my Acorns app; which is an application that automatically invests money for the user. There are different "portfolios" available that can determine the riskiness of your investments. I've lost a few bucks because the markets are weak. Obviously, the U.S. isn't doing well economically and the Greece financial woes and China's struggles are impeding on the market. I'm optimistic and confident that the markets will bounce back at the end of the year.

I've been working on a project for my brother for the past month and a half. It's almost done, I swear! When it's done I'll send it to my brother, who will make suggestions and supply me with his feedback. After that I'm expecting another week of edits and then It'll be done, unless he absolutely hates it. I'll end up posting it either way if he does. I've upgraded my computer with 8GBs more of RAM. It's definitely added much needed speed to my work. I bought a SSD drive as well, but I haven't installed it yet. After it's installed my computer should hold me over until I do a major upgrade in about two years. I may look into getting a new GPU at some point too.

I'm 7 weeks in to my LGD cycle. I have this week and the next. I see and feel the benefits. I didn't weigh myself right before I started using it but I was roughly 185lbs. I weight myself at my friend's house with a good scale, and it said I was 205.6. Week 8 I'll be maxing out my lifts for bench press, power cleans, squats, and deadlifts. My goals for the lifts are as followed: 275lbs (bench press), 225lbs (power cleans), 300lbs (squat), 385lbs (deadlift).

I wanted to quickly cover my short-term plan for work n' stuff. After I'm done with the current project, I'll be applying to studios and companies for a solid month. I'll find time to do "weekly projects". It'll be simple animations, composites, or something. I'll also be applying for freelance jobs to help keep me above water after I move-on from Purdue. The rest will fall into place. I just gotta keep going.

Growing up I watched a lot of wrestling. My favorite wrestler was The Rock (Dwayne Johnson). I remember how cool he was, and the attitude he displayed each and every night. We also share the same birthday! He's full of positive messages, here's one.

"When you walk up to opportunity's door, don't knock, kick that bitch in and introduce yourself." - Dwayne Johnson



Peace,
Andrew Rose

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

The Real Experience: Part II

The Law vs Morality Argument
I had a revelation the other day about this very issue. I was listening to one of my favorite podcasts, Kinda Funny, as I was working. The topic at hand was about the recent Ashley Madison security breach. Then I heard "you generally can't legislate morality". If we as a nation legislated morality across the board everyone would have a criminal record. It's always debatable as to what is moral and immoral, but think about all the liars, people who cheat on their significant others, even porn depending on your view about that, eating more/less than what is necessary, and all other kinds of debatable debaucheries. All these non-violent physical acts to an extent weaken the community to some degree, and can even cause more damage than drugs. A lot of people point to drugs and say they're bad for the community because it affects those around you. Guess what...so does what I mentioned and more,  but society doesn't realize it. This begs the question...are drugs immoral? What is the relationship with morality and law?


Are Drugs Immoral? 

To answer the first questions, drugs are amoral. I don't think there's a dispute about that. What society focuses on are the consequences of drugs, the physical, mental, financial, and personal loss. Drugs can indeed lead to terrible things, but it's wrong to place judgement that all drugs can and will do this to an individual. What it comes down to is self control. Do you know someone who likes to indulge in alcohol from time to time? Probably. And is their life crumbling out of control? It very well might be, or maybe not. It all depends on self control. Recently, it's been revealed that alcohol isn't nearly as innocent as we all think. 1 in 10 deaths of working-age adults can be contributed to alcohol. If you're one to enjoy alcohol from time to time, you're doing more damage to yourself and others than Ketamine, Cocaine, Marijuana, and LSD. As a culture, we've been taught to celebrate drinking and condemn anything else. Here is the truth...people enjoy "taking a break from reality". We take a break from work, school, exercise, and from each other. I don't condone being reckless and using drugs for the wrong reasons. In my opinion do you, be smart, and think about your loved ones.

Alcohol Rehab is available to individuals who are looking into addiction treatment.


Centers for Disease Control and Prevention


Vox is an up-and-coming news outlet that focuses on a variety of projects.


Cable News Network owned by Turner Broadcasting System.



Drugs are a band-aid for life's scars, and as a society, we're going about it the wrong way. There is a deeper issue at hand. Indulging in food, working out too much, being a workaholic, and many other "band-aids" are all ways to deal with what's really going on inside of each and everyone of us. People are miserable, and they're trying to treat their unhappiness with anything. The United States is the most depressed first-world country in the world. Instead of fighting the "war on drugs", we should be fighting the "war on depression", and then abusive drug use could go down, along with eating disorders, failed marriages, broken people, and suicides.


Law and Morality

The foundation of all law is morality. Just like anything else, there's different ways to look at how morality and law co-exist. "No nation in the history of that world has ever been saved from moral bankruptcy by enacting laws".  Laws are either lagging behind the moral code of the people, or the laws are ahead of the moral code of the people. We've had examples of this in the United Sates. Go back to the civil rights act (which is technically unconstitutional) for example. Society's moral values were pushing the legislative to enact a law that harmonized with their own moral code. And, even more recently with the legalization of gay marriage.

A "right of center" political media source from Capitol Hill.


I guess we should answer the question of what is morality and law.

Morality are the rules of right conduct concerning matters of great importance. Violations of such can bring disturbance to individual conscience and social sanctions.

Laws are rules which are enforced by society. Violations may bring a loss of or reduction in freedom and possessions.

What is the relation of morality to law? In short, an opinion of few in power who then forbid people to participate in those actions. To have law repealed, a massive amount of individuals have to voice their disgust with the law, and then only then, does the law have an opportunity to change. Someone can be a moral person and follow a strict moral code, but then commit a crime because their moral code doesn't align with society's. It can be the other way which the person may commit an immoral act, but it's legal. Lawful does not necessarily mean moral. To do the right thing, sometimes you have to break the law (the civil rights act).

Here are a few examples of different ways to view moral and legal wrongs.

Legal and Moral Wrongs
Telling lies or acting dishonestly is generally considered to be wrong morally. Dishonesty in certain circumstances may be regarded as legally wrong, but only under strict definition.

Normative Rules
Morality is composed of "Normative rules" which set out what a person should do, or what he/she should refrain from doing.

The emphasis is on "should", because the individual is not compelled to abide by normative rules, he or she simply ought to.

Positive Rules
Law is made up of "Positive rules" which impose a legal obligation to do or refrain from doing something. If a positive rule is breached a sanction may be imposed.


Plato believed that "knowledge of what is just or moral, and the ability to distinguish true justice or morality from what is merely apparently just depends on the full development and use of human reason. According to Plato, there is a very close connection between true justice or morality and human well-being or flourishing. Legal and political arrangements that depart too far from true justice should, if possible, be replaced by arrangements that better promote justice and thus well-being."

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1) The existence of unjust laws (such as those enforcing slavery) proves that morality and law are not identical and do not coincide.

2) The existence of laws that serve to defend basic values - - such as laws against murder, rape, malicious defamation of character, fraud, bribery, etc. - - proves that the two can work together.

3) Laws can state what overt offenses count as wrong and therefore punishable. Although law courts do not always ignore a person's intention or state of mind, the law cannot normally govern, at least not in a direct way, what is in your heart (your desires). Because often morality passes judgement on a person's intentions and character, it has a different scope than the law.

4) Laws govern conduct at least partly through fear of punishment. Morality, when it is internalized, when it has become habit-like or second nature, governs conduct without compulsion. The virtuous person does the appropriate thing because it is the fine or noble thing to do.

5) Morality can influence the law in the sense that it can provide the reason for making groups of immoral actions illegal.

6) Law can be public expression of morality which codifies in a public way the basic principles of conduct which society accepts. In that way it can guide the educators of the next generation by giving them a clear outline of the values society wants taught to its children.



I've provided information, opinion, facts, and even philosophy into the mix. I can't tell everyone what to think as much as I'd like to. All I can do is present the facts and information and allow individuals to conjure up their own opinions. Here is my final thought on all of this. Laws are an unnatural way to look at the actions of humans. It strictly looks at the facts of things. There are no moral influences at all; which can't be ignored, in my opinion. That complicates how sentencing is done, and I don't have a solution for how it could and should look. The more you question the system the more it doesn't make sense, and the more confusing it all becomes. There needs to be a revolution for how our system is arranged. It's archaic and not fit for the evolution of man. 

Live and let live. Sadly, people will always abuse drugs, each other, their work, their bodies, and their souls. It's impossible to live in a bubble. Are we going to make being too fat or too skinny illegal because it affects people around you, or make being rude to strangers illegal because it weakens society? We can't do that. What we can and should do is offer love and support to those around us, and preach moderation. It's time to evolve as a society. The old way isn't working, so let's make space for the new.


Sunday, August 2, 2015

The Real Experience: Part I

I'm trying to find a healthy way to express how I feel about social issues. This is my disclaimer that these are my personal opinions, and anyone I work for, work with, or may work with do not share these same views. Everyone is entitled to their own opinions about what I'm going to share.

I've had this obsession about the utter failure of the United States' justice system. I'm not a lawyer, nor do I claim to be. I'm just your average citizen who has an interest in politics and social issues. The specific aspect I want to discuss is the current way the United States deals with nonviolent drug offenders. I'm going to provide numbers. Numbers are facts. Not opinions.


How I feel about this topic

Quick Facts

Prison Size and Growth

"Since Congress created mandatory minimum sentences for drug crimes in the 1980s, the federal prison population has grown from 24,000 prisoners to over 214,000 prisoners - the largest prison system in the country."

"Over 2.7 million children have a parent behind bars in the U.S."

Prison Costs

"On average, it costs almost $29,000 to keep one person in federal prison for one year."

"State spending on corrections has grown 300% in the last 20 years."

"Taxpayers spend over $50 billion annually for state prisons."

Drug Offenders

"Nearly half of all federal prisoners are serving prison sentences for drugs."

"In 2012, only 6.6% of all federal drug offenders were considered leaders of a drug conspiracy."

"In 2012, only 15% of all federal drug offenders had a weapon involved in the offense."

Length of Incarceration of Lack of Alternatives

"In 2012, 96.5% of all federal drug offenders received prison sentences."

Application and Impact of Mandatory Minimums

"Almost 32% of people receiving a mandatory minimum sentence had little or no criminal record."

"Mandatory minimum sentences may actually motivate people to go to trial. According to the Commission, 94.1% of those convicted of an offense carrying a mandatory minimum pled guilty, while 97.5% of the offenders not facing a mandatory minimum pled guilty. The Commission also found that "the longer the mandatory minimum penalty an offender faces, the less likely he or she is to plead guilty".

Public Opinion

"88% agreed that we have too many low-risk, nonviolent offenders in prison. We need alternatives to incarceration that costs less and save our expensive prison space for violent and career criminals."

"77% of Americans support eliminating mandatory minimum sentences for nonviolent offenders."

Families Against Mandatory Minimums (FAMM) was created to reform how offenders receive punishments for crimes.

http://famm.org/the-facts-with-sources/

Religious Leaders Call for Reform

From my brief research, I was surprised to come across that even religious leaders are calling on Congress for reform.

"Faith communities fear that long sentences for drug offenses will negatively affect individuals, families, and communities, the Faith in Action Criminal Justice Reform Working Group said in a press release. The Smarter Sentencing Act (S 1410/HR 3382) proposes reducing mandatory-minimum sentences for federal drug offenses, which would address prison overcrowding, and is currently awaiting a Senate vote."

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/06/03/religious-leaders-drug-reform_n_5438181.html

Overcrowded Prisons

Roughly 50% of inmates in federal prisons are drug offenders. Immigration-related crimes only make up 10.6%. Does that not clearly depict that there's something wrong? The good news is that the Obama administration has voiced outcry to the current mandatory prison sentences. The administration's goal is to cut the mandatory minimums in half.

What is the Solution?

The numbers and facts I've divulged supports my opinion that there is a problem in our nation. Too many individuals are being place in prison. As crazy as it sounds, I believe the best way to tackle the drug epidemic is to simply decriminalize.

In the early 2000s, Portugal decriminalized ALL drugs. Before Portugal did so, it had a malicious drug problem. 1% of the population was addicted to heroin, and HIV was becoming a huge problem because of needle sharing. Year after year Portugal approached the issue like the U.S., harsher conditions, not much public support, and no effective program to reintroduce prisoners to society.

Here we are in 2015, and drug abuse has dropped by half. The majority of the decline came from users aged 15-24 years old. I was astonished to find that the percentage of the population who have never used a drug decreased too. Drug-induced deaths have also decreased, along with HIV.

Lifetime drug use increased, but addiction and problematic drug use went down; which is really the issue at hand. The success in Portugal can't be attributed only because drugs were decriminalized. Because of the excess money not being spent on arrests and court costs, the money is going into treatment and preventative care. The recent economic troubles in Portugal will definitely test the system at hand. I really do hope the success continues for the beautiful country and people of Portugal.

Popular Science reports on new and innovative news that affects society.

http://www.popsci.com/science-decriminalize-legalize-drugs-marijuana-weed

.Mic is a youth oriented news provider. They're eager to make the world a better place by providing hard-hitting information. 

http://mic.com/articles/110344/14-years-after-portugal-decriminalized-all-drugs-here-s-what-s-happening

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/02/03/portugal-drug-decriminalization_n_6606056.html